The Conflict-Free Family Budget: Our Results
Our new budget system accomplished everything I hoped for, and then some. Still, Iâ€™ve been surprised by a thing or two about my own reactions, and even more so by Jakâ€™s.
I fully expected that for at least a month or two I would have trouble not bumping up against the $250 limit, especially since Jak and I had been averaging between $250 and $300 per month on restaurants. (Mind you, that was down from a high of around twice that much, a few years ago when we were both working full-time.) Food has always been more my priority than Jakâ€™s; I suspected he would prefer to spend his money on things like sports and music and electronics, which meant that I needed to be prepared to pick up the restaurant tab if I wanted company.
What actually happened was that the moment the new system went into effect, I clamped down on my spending more than I would have believed possible. That first month, my only restaurant expenditure was $6.54 to Chipotle. I spent $104 overall out of my $250 (and $24 of that was involuntary, to pay for a library book that was inexplicably sucked into some parallel dimension). Nor did I feel deprived; what I felt was more like â€˜burning determinationâ€™.
Apparently, having a substantial cushion in my personal budget was more important to me than anything, even sushi. Who knew? At the end of the month I rolled over almost $150 unspent. The next month I did go out to eat, carefully, but still rolled over $260. Six months in, I had accumulated a surplus of almost $700 … and thatâ€™s through a major family vacation and Christmas.
Once I had a few hundred dollars banked, I stopped getting a big high from underspending and watching the cushion grow … but I still havenâ€™t felt compelled to spend any more. My expenditures have been pretty steady since month three, at around $150-$170. We have been going out to eat about once a month, less than at any point since at least the early nineties. With our restaurant outings so infrequent, Jak has been happy to pay his own way.
I should say that it surprised me only that I got to this point so quickly, not that I got here at all. One of the many things Iâ€™ve studied in the last few years is the psychological phenomenon called â€˜hedonic adaptationâ€™. This could and probably will fill another entire post in itself, but the basic idea has to do with the way your brain resets its baseline for happiness. Knowing how that works, Iâ€™ve been able — with surprisingly little effort — to derive about as much subjective delight from one restaurant meal a month as I once got from four, or ten.
Other things have had exactly the effect I intended. When I set up the budget rules, I was thinking very specifically about ways to counteract our specific personal spending flaws — my own no less than anyone elseâ€™s.
One thing I wanted to do was lower expenditure and consumption of alcohol. I cut way back at first, then ramped back up a little once I had saved a solid cushion. I canâ€™t make a precise dollar comparison because previously I didnâ€™t track wine separate from groceries, but Iâ€™m definitely spending less. When we do eat out, Iâ€™ve rather easily adapted to having just one cocktail or glass of wine with dinner instead of two or three.
Before The Budget, I judged that my biggest remaining financial weakness was buying housewares that, upon reflection, werenâ€™t strictly necessary. I had been successful at not spending frivolously on myself, but Iâ€™d left some kind of psychological loophole around buying things â€˜for the houseâ€™. If the pillows got a little flat, the sheets a little discolored, the towels a little stiff, then whoosh — I was off to buy new ones. On sale, of course, but true thriftiness would have required that I keep using the still-functional ones we already had. I wasnâ€™t quite as impulsive about kitchen equipment, but there was room for improvement there too.
I hoped that by making all these purchases part of my finite personal budget, I could force myself to evaluate them more realistically. So far in the last seven months Iâ€™ve stayed entirely away from linens, despite long since passing the point where I would ordinarily have swapped in a new set of bath towels. (Jak had a minor mishap in the laundry room with some bleach … and Iâ€™ve just been living with the spotty results. Go me!) I have purchased a few items for the kitchen, but with even more care than before. For example, I wanted more than the two wineglasses we had, but filled in with 50-cent ones from Goodwill instead of buying a whole set of new ones at several dollars apiece. When I decided I wanted to experiment with a slow cooker, I spent $33 on a new one … but only after looking for a used one for several months and not finding what I wanted. (And then I made darned sure to send in the $5 rebate.)
I havenâ€™t really been tested on bed linens yet, as I happened to have bought a new set of sheets (yes, on sale) last spring. I honestly donâ€™t know what Iâ€™ll do when I start to feel like replacing them. I may yet buy new linens when we donâ€™t strictly need them. I mean, few things give me more personal comfort than a really nice bed, and it might turn out to be just that important to me. But at least it will be a thoughtful purchase; Iâ€™ll be weighing the pleasure of new sheets against everything else I could do with that money, instead of fooling myself that itâ€™s â€˜for the houseâ€™ or â€˜for the familyâ€™ and so doesnâ€™t really count.
So what else have I been doing with my money? Well, among other things, Iâ€™ve given small amounts to a political campaign, to a Kickstarter project, and to a homeless person on the street — all things I didnâ€™t do before. I suppose I had felt like Iâ€™d need to get Jakâ€™s agreement first, and those are difficult things to rationally justify. Unlike him, I hadnâ€™t felt particularly restricted by our prior arrangement, but apparently it was constraining certain decisions without my realizing it.
Jakâ€™s spending patterns have transformed under the new system too.
Where I covet bed linens, Jak covets electronics. Smartphones, big-screen televisions, e-readers, speaker systems, computer monitors … Before the CFFB, I would get nervous every time he would drool over a new gadget; I felt like I had to squash his enthusiasm right up front with reminders that we didnâ€™t really need whatever shiny new thing he was looking at.
I would never have imagined that, given a budget of his own, he would go seven months without purchasing a single electronic gadget. But here we are. He doesnâ€™t buy music or dvds like he did before, either, making more use of the public library instead. And remember when I couldnâ€™t get him to stay under $30 per month at coffee shops? Now heâ€™s down to an average of $5. In fact, the only area of Jakâ€™s spending I correctly predicted was soccer team fees and equipment, and even there he gets nearly everything from Goodwill.
Heâ€™s saving about 20% of his personal allotment overall. He, too, likes having a cushion in case something expensive comes along. When he spends big money, itâ€™s mostly on extra trips — one to Glacier National Park with Claire; another solo jaunt down to Portland to visit Michaela after she moved.
But really, heâ€™s turned into just as much of a frugality freak as I am. Which I didnâ€™t anticipate at all.
Hereâ€™s Jakâ€™s perspective, in his own words:
â€œI liked the idea of the new budget because we would be saving money and I would have the freedom to spend on myself and the kids without discussing every purchase every time. I knew that the independence would make me happier; what I didnâ€™t expect was that I would actually spend less than before. When I was buying things with â€˜jointâ€™ money, I was less diligent about cost — less likely to try to think of ways to do things frugally. Turns out being frugal makes me happier most of the time, but I can still be extravagant about something if my budget can afford it. Itâ€™s liberating.
â€œIâ€™ve discovered that Iâ€™m not spending all my monthly allotment; itâ€™s piling up on â€˜normalâ€™ months and then I use a lot of it all at once for something big, like a trip or an expensive experience. I didnâ€™t really understand this about myself before, but now I have a lot more data on my own spending habits. Thatâ€™s cool too.â€
One other surprise for me has been a small but noticeable change in how I feel about gifts from Jak. For the first time in over a decade, I am able to accept a gift from him without also worrying about the cost. Partly this is, I think, because heâ€™s being more frugal in his choices; partly itâ€™s that I just donâ€™t feel responsible for everything anymore. When gifts came out of this undefined cloud of resources, I always had to worry whether that money could have been better spent elsewhere.
Also, when Jak has a finite amount that he can spend on himself, and he chooses to take some of that and spend it on me … well, it feels like more of a sacrifice, and somehow seems to mean more.
The same phenomenon means I actually get more pleasure from spending money on Jak, too. For example, Iâ€™ve long been buying most of his clothes, because itâ€™s not the sort of thing that he thinks about; if it werenâ€™t for me I think heâ€™d wear the same jeans and t-shirts until they were more holes than cloth. (Metrosexual he is not.) But when I bought him a nice new (well, used from Goodwill, but new to him) pair of jeans last month, I definitely felt more pleased than in times past. I think it was because of my implicit sacrifice.
But the absolute best part? Is that we donâ€™t argue over spending on the kids anymore. Itâ€™s always been extra tricky because of the shared custody and the necessary back-and-forth between our household and the kidsâ€™ motherâ€™s. Many times one parent will pay for something up front, and the other parent will reimburse afterward for half the cost. In theory, all such expenses are supposed to be explicitly agreed upon in advance; in practice, optional expenses — camp, a trip, lessons, etc. — are often implemented without prior discussion. Even necessary expenses can be wildly different in scope depending upon the thrift of the spender.
Having hundreds of dollars of unexpected charges turn up periodically wasnâ€™t working for either Jak or me, but we tended to handle the situation differently. Jak typically advocated for reimbursing money we didnâ€™t agree to (and would not otherwise have spent) in order to avoid an argument with his ex; I preferred to stand our ground and refuse the outlay. Add to that the aforementioned tendency for divorced dads to give their kids All The Things, my increasing frugality, and our reduced income, and you have a never-ending string of disagreements.
All of that stopped cold the moment we implemented the new budget. Giving Jak both full responsibility and complete control — within agreed-upon limits — derailed that whole dynamic. So far heâ€™s not saving back any of the kidsâ€™ money, but he is staying within the budgets we agreed to, which means an overall spending reduction. Plus, now that every kid expense has a clear cost — either it means thereâ€™s something else in the future they canâ€™t have or do, or it comes out of Jakâ€™s own budget — he is more inclined to hold the line against the pressure (internal or external) to spend more than we can afford.
But thatâ€™s coming entirely from him, not me; he no longer feels like Iâ€™m the reason heâ€™s having to push back, because Iâ€™m not even involved. In fact, I donâ€™t have to worry about it at all, which is a huge relief.
Not that I broke the worry habit instantly; I still sometimes have to stop and remind myself that itâ€™s not my problem. But then I enjoy the fact that I can just let go and not evaluate each expenditure. And I cannot overstate how happy I am that we never need to have that particular argument EVER AGAIN.
So you can see why Iâ€™ve come to call it the Conflict-Free Family Budget. For us, Iâ€™d say itâ€™s been an unequivocal success. In the final installment, Iâ€™ll discuss adapting the system to your own situation.